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Can’t help but falling emo…

It’s quite upsetting that we have completed our first 2.5yrs of our long course and now some of us, well more than half of us, are expelled to the overseas. Don’t worry, Overseas Restaurant branches won’t be full. I couldn’t help but to think bout this. Well, i kinda revived but i read someone’s blog just now bout emo-ing. So lemme tell u wat went through my mind.

First, it’s da word itself. Forgive my lameness, but i just can’t help it. Is ‘emo-ing’ a word? Well, let’s just assume that the word ‘emo’ means ‘emotion’ which makes it ‘emotioning’. Since my english isn’t that good, I guess it’s just a purely advanced english.

Then comes in the serious stuff. (I’ll do everything in chronological order). I remembered Myanmar who just disappeared without me attending the ‘sending off’ ceremony at this building called the airport. Although I didn’t get to know her much earlier during the 2.5 years, but I remembered places that we’d go to and how we’d help each other with different stuff. Knowing that we became closer for many months and suddenly she just disappeared..just like that. Man, i feel bad.

Next is my ex-wife, who left not long ago. I had to fight to attend the sending off part. Even fetched a number of people enthusiastically for her! Even forced my son, although he said, “but I don’t want to…” which later he refuses to continue even after I ask him to. Sadly enough, I kinda had a voice problem during that day and others claimed the reason was too much crying the day before. (owh, those devil-minded people!) Gladly, though, she’s fine now staying with her auntie.

Up comes next is the pink laoban! Why pink laoban? Well, this fella wore pink and wore a white shirt (thought it’s a jacket or something) around her shoulders, which make her look like laoban! Nyahahaha. I knew she’d cry because she said so. So I decided to hold everything back, smile and make her laugh a bit before she went through the immigration. God knows how i really felt that day.

Well, so far, these things came to my mind when i read that blog just now. I know more will have to leave sooner or later. But, I sure hope we’re all prepared for this.